Everything I've felt through love, depression, anxiety and emotions has been mashed into this album and worked on for the past year. My constant fear and worry that everyone I ever cared about are just imaginary figures I made up in my head, that the feelings I believe others feel for me are just imaginary. Through fast and slow, guitar solos to flute solos, all of my musical knowledge of learning 10 instruments and how to sing and song write I made this album for. The low self esteem issues everyone battles, and my attempts at conquering them and seeing what the next hurdle is.